ok. i’m locked inside. it’s all freezing cold and shit outside. we got dateline on the telie for days though. you know how it be. anywho, my therapist keeps telling me that i should write more and “figure things out as i go”. does that render fear in any one else’s soul? like i have to have things planned out. But of course, if I had followed my own plan in my twenties, life would be different. i likely wouldn’t be sitting right here on my couch, typing away as Glossi Elliot…but i kinda like that i am…side eye, *wink*
i wanna just say that figuring things out as i go is going to be challenging. where does that come from? is that innate need for plans and pre-approved arrangements a product of anxiety and unrealistic childhood expectations? ummmm, yes, i think so. lemme just say that you don’t need to have it figured out to be happy. you don’t need money to be happy. you don’t attention to be happy. take a breather and know that you are fine in this moment. It’s okay to not have everything figured out. stay zen motherfuckers.
